Now a day’s life is just ineffable. So many excitements going on in life, some excitements gives us extreme happiness that we just want it more and more but it never happens. Time changes and we are forced to change with time.
This is about my life journey, different chapter, some good, some bad, in some chapters I learn a lot and in some I repent.
But in nutshell, I am thankful to God for his kind mercy on my life.
I live in Australia and I love this country. So many things I have learned here. It teaches me how to be self stand, how to take my own life decisions, how to fulfill my dreams, how to enjoy my own company, how to enjoy my independence in a subtle way. This is remarkable journey.
It started in 2005, 10th June but for how long, I am not sure, may be forever or may be for few years. Let's see where it will take me.
In this 4 years, I have been to India 3 times and this May 1st will be my 4th trip. Yes ! I am going again to India. Excited ofcourse but this time, I am going with different state of mind. Time is short in this trip, my last trip lasted for 4 mths and 3 days which was my most memorable journey. In that trip I explored India a lot. I went to Mathura, Vrindavan, All mata's, Vaishno mata, Rajasthan, Agra, Kerela, South India, almost everywhere. But time flows like river. Today its just a memory which makes me smile when I recap those times in my mind.
I want to share so many things, my journey so far in Australia, new experiences with new people, some new relationships started forever, some bitter relationships gone forever. Life is full of surprises.
Student life was totally diffrent,everyday I was juggling with new lessons of life, everyday a dream was seen and everday a struggle to fulfill it was made.
Now work life is different, though all the student life dreams are fulfilled. I am working for MNC, just the same way I use to think but still these desires never stop. Once you achieve it, your appetite for next level starts. Now you want to go further, its good in one sense but if your current work is not making you peaceful and satisfied and if anxiety overpowers you, that's bad. You should be smart enough to look for opportunities but you should not be fool to disrespect your current work.
I have also started doing things which makes me happy, the things which makes me kid again, which makes me full of life, which I never get bored to do, which gives me inner fire that is never out of fuel, like writing, learning classical dance, tennis, going for long drives, walking on the sea sand, doing yoga, laughing, dancing on high volume music, clicking pictures of each and every moment, doing bush walks, exploring new places, travelling. Every little thing which I always want to do.
We work for living but we don't live for work. People often complaint about being so busy especially in foreign countries that they have no time to enjoy their inner self. They just work or are so busy in their family life, they just forget how to laugh. We don't have to be rich to enjoy our dreams, we just have to be smarter and more organised to plan our dreams and to take the right action.
We seek big pleasures but forget to find the happiness in small hidden mysteries of life.
I have so much to share, Gifts of Australia, my journey. I am thankful to this country. Yes! I still miss my family a lot but now I have stopped winging. I have started seeing the life here.
I will make you part of my each and every chapter but slowly and steadily. How things changed, how can we learn from these things. Everything teaches us, we just need that vision to understand what its trying to teach us.
India is always great but life is worth living here too. Life is just ineffable......
20/04/09
Monday
Jyoti
